Hi there!
I ❤️ communication
What I love most is when people are free to communicate with each other, meaningfully and truly, about everything that matters.
Trauma and oppression cut us off from that freedom by making the truth unspeakable. I know this from experience.
We heal and get free by restoring our freedom to communicate at every scale — in the world, in our communities, and especially within ourselves. I know this from experience, too.
I want the freedom to communicate for everyone — my family, my clients, the members of my communities, people I’ve never met, and indeed every being of every kind who is capable of making meaning. That’s what my work is about.
How I got here
I’ve done many kinds of work in my life, for many reasons. But in all of them, I’ve tried to create the conditions for more communication, among more people, with greater honesty and depth. That’s not always what I knew I was doing at the time — but in retrospect, the pattern is clear. Click or tap these “résumé entries”:
🧐 1997 – 2001: studying philosophy
I majored in philosophy in college, because that was where people seemed to be interested in talking about the biggest possible ideas — the nature of reality, the limits of knowledge, the nature of right and wrong, what beauty is, whether evil exists. That got me hooked on the humanities.
📚 2002 – 2009: becoming a literary scholar
Because all I knew how to do was school, I went on to get a doctorate in English literature. Grad school ushered me into rooms where other people communicated really intensely, with great rigor and fearless curiosity, about the meanings of books and poems and other meaningful things. I hated having to publish scholarly papers nobody wanted, but the joy and wonder of shared intellectual work was enough to keep me going.
🎓 2009 – 2014: professing English
By shocking good luck, I got a tenure-track position at a prestigious little liberal-arts college — but by the time I was scheduled to go up for tenure, I realized I didn’t want to spending the rest of my life communicating in highly specialized ways in very expensive rooms. I quit my amazing academic job, tried for a while to find other employment, failed dramatically, and then hastily reinvented myself as an independent communications consultant.
💼 2014 – present: communications consulting
I spent a few years taking any communications job I could get, during which I learned to communicate about (among other things) industrial adhesives and healthcare policy. But I still wanted to talk about the really big stuff — reality, knowledge, justice — humanities stuff. That’s how I ended up doing consulting work mostly for folks in nonprofits, government agencies, faith communities, and organizing campaigns — do-gooders. If your business is making the world a better place, you need to talk about huge ideas to explain why. It’s an honor to help these caring people communicate more skillfully about their vital work, every time.
❤️🩹 2022 – present: one-on-one coaching
A few years ago, I found the Internal Family Systems model at a really challenging point in my own life, a bona-fide midlife crisis. First on my own, and then with a therapist, IFS led me to understand my own inner life in a liberating new way: as a rich inner ecosystem, peopled with all the many parts of who I am. That understanding of my own inner diversity allowed me to heal and get free in ways I had never thought possible. Today, as a coach, I get to accompany other people as they get to know their own inner worlds for healing and liberation. And the more coaching I do, the more I see how the skills of inner communication can help kind people communicate more skillfully, in more healing ways, in the external world.
Who I am
I bring all of who I am into all the work I do, and how I think of “who I am” has changed a lot over time. These days, in in the mid-2020s, I think of myself as:
- Queer. I’ve understood myself as gay ever since I learned what that meant. Over time, I’ve also come to understand sexuality as a place where everybody can find joy and freedom, which is what queerness means to me.
- A person of faith. Raised Catholic with Jesuit overtones and Hindu influences, I spent time hopscotching among mainline Protestant churches, came this close to joining the Episcopalians, studied 12-Step spirituality “in the rooms” for a decade, learned earnestly about Buddhism and fell in love with Tara, and (most recently) come to a new appreciation for the Catholic social gospel. All the while, I’ve been working with Christian do-gooders, taking direction from antifascist faith leaders, and supporting other people of faith as they find healing and liberation from the divine that lives in them.
- Neurodivergent. Over the years I’ve had the privilege to be diagnosed with an alphabet soup of mental illnesses, including ADHD, OCD, PTSD and CPTSD. Thanks to the advocacy and community-building of other folks with unexpected bodies and minds, I now proudly call myself neurodivergent — a person who, by nature and nurture, experiences the world in unexpected, challenging, and sometimes extraordinarily helpful ways.
- He/him or they/them. When I was small, I did not take well to masculinity. I’ve become more comfortable presenting myself as a man over the years, since that’s how most people seem to experience me. But nowadays, they/them feels as comfortable to me as he/him.
- Plural. The more I got to know my inner world, and the more I learned about the external communities I belong to, the more sense it made to think of myself not as a singular “I,” but as a plural we. To my system’s continuing delight, lots of other people feel the same way, in ways that open up astonishing new opportunities for healing and liberation in communities at every scale.
- White in the world, biracial by heritage. Because other people consistently experience me as a white person, that’s how I sometimes identify my “race” on forms. But I’m also the child of a South Indian immigrant father and a white American mother, and I grew up eating mango pickle on Wonder Bread in a bicultural, interfaith household.
- A survivor of child sexual abuse. Like many people worldwide, I was sexually abused as a child. Healing from those experiences has been the greatest work of my life, and I stand firmly in solidarity with other people who are doing the work of healing for themselves.
- A settler. I live and work in Mni Sota Makoce, where the waters reflect the clouds, on the land of the Wahpekute people of the Oceti Sakowin nation.